Heartache

It has been 3 days since Ah Bie is gone.

My mom finally realised she decided wrongly. She regretted and she wants Ah Bie back. The whole family is down and all of us want Ah Bie back.

I did ask Ah Fei to call the new owner, Steven to ask on Bie Bie’s well-being. He is excited to have Ah Bie, and took good care of her by buying her lots of new stuffs. He even bring Ah Bie on morning walks on daily basis.

There is a certain something he said that made my heart ache so much that my tears will flow whenever I think about it.

Steven told us on the night we left Ah Bie with him, she stayed put at the door and looked outside to wait for me to come and fetch her home. She was longing to go home. :( I feel so bad. I dumped Bie Bie. I really miss her badly and wanted her back :~~

Ah Fei said it would be rude if I ask Steven to return Ah Bie to me. I really do not know what to do. Last night, I pestered Ah Fei to send me to Ah Bie’s new home. Steven wasn’t home yet but his gate wasn’t locked. The moment Ah Bie saw me, she jumped up and down so excited and eager to see me. She was tied to the pole and placed in front of the house patio. I actually felt a little unhappy for Ah Bie, because all these while when I was having her as a pet, I never tied her up.  I spent 10 minutes with her with Ah Fei at my side. 10 minutes passed and I had to leave her. My heart was heavy and sad. But compared to Ah Bie, I see her eyes full of longing and despair, for I am going to leave her there again the second time.

The whole family and I really miss her. We want her back, but Ah Fei felt its not appropriate. What should I do?



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